you dont own it, its yours.

2012-02-13T19:37:00.002+08:00

I havent been so stressed in army in a very long time. Very very long time. Today. I nearly died. Nearly. Hee.

So stressed that I wanted to leave the place asap. I even called the RSAF. Told them I wanted to sign on. Hee.

Low and behold, guess what popped in my mailbox today!

I know it's abit blurry, but it's actually an acknowledgement card from them! HEE!

Gotta get myself a camera.

2012-02-05T16:53:00.005+08:00

Well, so recently, I've been picking up leathercraft, and I must say, I think it will help create business opportunities. Hee.

Anyways, here's a wallet I made myself. With a storm trooper on my wallet face.

First, I gotta draw my storm trooper on a piece of tracing paper.

Then I gotta transfer the image on to my leather piece.

Carve my designs.

After some minor stamping.

First layer of dye.

After a few more layers.

VIOLA!

2012-01-31T18:21:00.001+08:00

2012-01-15T10:23:00.001+08:00

Ohkay. Very lousy picture qualities. Anyways, this is the damn jackfruit that I brought home from camp. Bloody 14.5kg strapped to my back. HEE!

And once again, it isn't ripe yet. My dad says it isn't browning cause it's ripening, rather, it's rotting. WAH LAO EH!!!

Disappointed.

2012-01-08T21:27:00.001+08:00

1. Go on GOOGLE
2. Search "Top 50 Women On Internet"
3. Look at No.7
4. LOL

2012-01-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

makes sense

2012-01-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

Do I make too much a fuss about something small?

Do I?

Anyways, I've got IPPT next week, Thursday. And today, I went to "train".

So proud of myself! I finished my 2.4km in 4mins! That's cause I only ran 1km. Hee. My body says,"YES!", but my body just wants to sit on that sweet blue bench. Hee.

In any case, I think Im better than that poser rock climber. Hee. He did one pull up only. At least I managed 8. Heehee. Havent done such vigorous exercises in like a year?

Ohyah, and I went to CMPB today. Thought I could sign up and escape the whole Stagmont whoo-hah. But they told me I'd have to wait till 6months before ORD. Crap. 3 months in Stagmont then. HEEXZ! Then go sign up. Hopefully they want me, even if I fail, I'll spend at least a month or two there, then prepare to ORD!

2011-12-31T00:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I really do think that I shouldnt be a commander, that my men are actually acting more like one than I am.

I must get out of this shell.

2011-12-23T18:53:00.000+08:00

forget it lah.

2011-12-20T19:27:00.006+08:00

I miss the days.

the days where we would laugh at everything and nothing at all. when we could just walk for hours without a plan. when we enjoyed the company of each other. when i would meet you for just 5mins at the train station. when we actually spent time together. when we would plan days, even weeks in advance for an outing. when cheap dates were the only dates we'd take. when nobody interfered with us. just me and you. when we walked till our feets hurt. when we went out late at night, and just did nothing but talk and eat fruits in the car. when i never had to be jealous. when i would pick you up from your floorball games. when we had dinner. when we had lunch. when we had breakfast. when we went on a holiday. when im just cheesy and it makes you laugh. when we actually talked on the phone, even though we often have nothing to say. when the sight of you just makes me happy. it still does. when the sight of me makes you happy. when we spent almost every moment we had with each other. when we explored singapore. and outside of it. when we went to fly a kite. when we went to rock climb. when we cycled till our butts were sore. when we were always happy. when i would sleep on your couch while you watched a movie and then wake me up to have you hug me and just cry. when we would have video chats and just do stupid actions. when we took photos. when you blogged about us. when you post random love messages on my facebook wall. when we didnt quarrel. when all problems will be solved if i just saw you. why cant i just be like that? when we'd go window shopping. when ikea would be our home for the hour. when we went to the beach and you stayed by my side because you knew that i couldnt swim. when you'd cut your hair short just for me. when you'd be happy to be showered with gifts from me. when i wasnt a jerk. when we went trekking. when we watched movies together. when you didnt have any make up on. when you looked your worst. when we would take random buses to go to different places. when we would talk about getting married. when we talked about our future together. when you'd wait for me to get out from camp. when our weekends were for us. i know things are gonna be different. i know we cant have what we had anymore. im still holding on. i still am. i shouldnt have laid my hands on you. i shouldnt. but what's done has already been. i really am gonna miss us. but i know you have to go when you have to. ive not cried for a woman in a damn long time. im sorry. i am. sorry..

I wish I was back in BMT.

I miss you. I miss us. I'm prepared. Que Sera.

2011-12-18T00:59:00.000+08:00